Caregiver University: Your Evolving Role as a Caregiver
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In his book, Saving Milly: Love,
Politics, and Parkinson's Disease, Morton Kondracke chronicles his role as
caregiver to his wife, who battled Parkinson's disease
for many years. He joined us to discuss his experience as a husband and
caregiver while maintaining a busy and public professional life on Oct. 7, 2004.
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Welcome to Caregiver University: "Learning to Care for Someone You Love." Your
instructor today is Morton Kondracke, author of Saving Milly: Love, Politics,
and Parkinson's Disease. He joins us to share the story of his role as caregiver
to his wife Milly, who battled Parkinson's disease for many years.
Welcome, Morton. How many years were you and Milly married, and how many of
those were spent with you as her caregiver?
We got married on Oct. 7, 1967. The first hint of Parkinson's appeared around
Christmastime 1986, and the first diagnosis, which we did not acknowledge or
accept, was in the spring of 1987. Then, in the spring of 1988, we acknowledged
she had Parkinson's.
How did you maintain your husband-wife relationship while caring for her -- or
were you able to do that?
Oh, yes. Milly was not the kind of person you could ignore or not take
seriously. For most of the time that she had Parkinson's, even through she was
depressed, she still had a lot of fire, and she was a woman to be taken
seriously. Our relationship changed considerably, but for most of the time, it
was still an equal relationship, and intense.
How did the two of you handle it when she became less physically independent?
This was a gradual process, and we took it as it came. The first real signs were
when she started falling a lot. She would have to go to the emergency room a
Sometimes, I have to say, I got angry at her for not being more careful. She
refused to use a walker, a wheelchair, she would get out of the wheelchair and
then fall and we'd end up in the emergency room. I'd yell at her, and I'm not
proud of that. After a while I stopped doing that and I just took care of her.
She did become more dependent. In the later time, very dependent. She didn't
like it, but we had to accept it.
Did you talk about the changes as they occurred and try to look at what might be
coming down the road?
At the very outset, Milly looked way down the road. She had been a counselor
right after she got her Master's degree in social work at the Neurology Center
at Bethesda, Md., and she had counseled families diagnosed with Parkinson's.
She assumed she would have the worst possible case, as indeed happened. She
said, "I'm going to be unable to walk, to talk, I will be totally dependent,
you're not going to love me, you're going to leave me." I said there's no way
I'm going to leave you, ever. We'll just take this as it comes. Ultimately all
the things she said would happen, did happen, except my leaving her or stopping
So she did stop walking and talking, unable to do anything. I developed kind
of a stoic attitude. I said, "What you do in life is take what's handed to you
and play the hand as well as you can and ask for God's help every step of the
Did you seek outside help, and if so, at what point?
We sought outside help right away -- medical help immediately. As soon as the
first symptoms occurred she went to get medical advice. We spent a lot of time
seeing doctors and therapists, and got a lot of help every step of the way. We
had help of one kind or another for the whole 17 or 18 years she had
Parkinson's, right up to the end, right up to her death.
How does one survive the political season? Between my job, being a caregiver for
my wife, and my interest in politics, I find myself in a big time jam. Any tips
to making it through to Nov.2 in one piece?
Just read the newspapers, watch TV, and sit back and enjoy it.
What were your resources for support?
I regard myself as very fortunate by comparison to lots of other people who are
the spouse of a chronically ill person.
I have the resources to afford good care, and Milly, for 14 years of her time
with Parkinson's, had a companion almost all the time. Led by a wonderful
Philippine-American woman named Graelanda Te, who practically was Milly's
sister. They did everything together.